Robert J Turner

I was on anti-depressants and smoke dope because I was depressed but I was more depressed and also gave me paranoia which I still get effected by now , life was predictable and I because an automiton, I was very capable at my job and in that environment I was like a fish in a tank, I knew all the stones, weeds and other fish, take me out of that tank and put me in the lake which was the rest of my life and I would stay behind a big rock and hide from all the other fishies.

Falling in love with my now wife was an act of God, it was like I took the bait from the line God threw into the lake that was my life and it floated down beside me and I latched onto it and have never looked back. Sometimes I get it into my head that I decided that I wanted to move to Canada, it was me, all my doing but I know it wasnt in my heart of hearts.

My nan who all my life has been a spiritualist and has had that site that allows her to know things told me since I was 18 that I would move when I hit a certain age and I would meet someone at the same time too, well she either by telling me made it occur or she had been given that insight into the futur e, I like to believe the latter, she new what God had instore for me and she continues to know things and write me letters weekly.

Now I am here, I have to ask God, in the style of President Bartlett from the West Wing, “Whats Next?”

Feeling “relaxed”