I feel I am being stretch 10 ways from Sunday, my…
I feel I am being stretch 10 ways from Sunday, my demands from work have grown due to a premotion because of a senior tech leaving and the new trainee is reluctant to pass calls to me because she knows I am stretched, I feel the only way I can even hope to catch up is to do extra work at home but then I feel guilt for neglecting my family, I feel like im on aboat with too many holes to plug, the water is rising and the sharks are swimming around the hull waiting for a free lunch, give me some strength, calm, focus and relief I pray.
I could work more but dont wish to over burden myself and cause disruption to other parts of my life, I have more work than I can do in in a timely fashion. I am letting things slide and my attitude is changing for the worst.
Help me have an enjoyable weekend and although its full make it fun and lift my spirits.
I also ask you help me with my continual sinning, in my thoughs and deeds and purify my soul, I want to be blessed with a child but I donot believe my current sinning would in your eyes put me as someone deserving of such a momentus blessing.
I ask that you work in my mother-in-laws life to help the progression of the basement conversion, bring her happiness in her thought and allow me to be a better son-in-law then I currently am, I feel irritated by her and uncomfortable in her presence and I dont like myself for feeling this way.
I know you will do what is required to move us towards what is your will and allow us to move with you and not against your will.
I hope these concerns of mine although driven by myselfish needs and valid and just airing them puts a perspective and clarity on them that I didnt appreciate before and with your assistance I ask things go the way you would want for me and you guide me.
I cant help being angry inside sometimes and constantly having to bury the feelngs of anger cause them to fester, please take my anger and focus it into a positive direction.
I ask you open the eyes of some people around me to the needs of others in thier charge and allow those with a need to express it to them.
In you fathers name, amen.