Feb 28

I write this on the bus on the way into work after deciding I want to accept Christ into my heart for real, knowing how to do this is not something that comes easily, I firstly need to change myself to a point of acceptance and faith, take away all my previous beliefs that are obstructionary to my goal, as I write this I feel I am trying to control the situation and its not mine to control, here is my opening letter to Jesus….

Dear Jesus,

You are an awesome ruler of all, i however never see or feel you around me, what do i need to do to let you in to me, i feel I am inhibiting your ability to work in me, if i was brutally honest about myself, my thoughts and inner feelings I could easily let you in, I need your help in allowing me to break down and let you into my heart, The thought and sinful desires that touch my mind i want to wash away, fill me with your holy presents.

I have inapropriate sexual thoughts and i ask your forgiveness, i have feelings of annoyance and contempt to those around me and i ask your forgiveness.

Forgive me for every indisression i committed, i ask you to be washing my soul, my heart and mind clean of such things and lift my spirit so i can soar. I want to grow as a person, I want to climb, lord jesus, help me.

I want to improve my skills, i feel stuck, i need strength, i need you as my companion, my shoulder and my crutch.

I love u lord jesus, i love u lord jesus, i love u lord jesus, i love you lord jesus, i want to be with you lord jesus, i love you lord jesus, i trust in you lord jesus, i hunger for you in my life. I have such pent up anger, i have inner rage, i want to shout. help me. i love u lord jesus, i love you, be with me, support me. Amen

Feb 3
Got Puppies!
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We have 4, 3 were born in perfect health and one that we named Harley was gasping at the time of birth but we were able to clear the airways of fluid and the vet gave some nutrients and an anti-dehydration injection and so he is back to health too.

The names we have at the monent are:

Harley - The smallest brown with dark black hairs intermixed. Will have pointed ears like the father I think

Pheobe - Brown with dark black hairs intermixed.

Chandler - Brown with dark black hairs intermixed.

Lewcie - Black with a brown spot, looks like a miniature Dobernam at the moment. Named after the fathers, owners husband who passed away from Cancer ealier in the year. His name was Lewis

First 3 names are subect to change depending on personality development but Lewcie will be permanent and hopefully will be the one that we get to keep as we want another girl just to stop incest and we may even choose to breed again in a year or so.

Mother is doing well, very very thin but eating well and producing milk so should be okay. She is being a great mother, carrying the pups around, cleaning up after then and keeping them clean, Lewcie, a female, makes a huge noisey fuss when she is being cleaned!!

We did unfortunately loose 2 pups, one that was the firstborn who took to long to be birthed and another that came out backwards and was breached.

The cats are being very well behaved, Chance is very interested but at the moment we are keeping the cats out of the room until such time that the puppies have sharp pointy teeth and eyes open!

You may want to take 5 minutes out of your day and suggest some other names if you want.

The Camera software is a 30 day trial version and so I will leave it up as long as the trial runs. Steve you can have the camera back in March and thanks for the loan of, its been a great sucess so far, people at church have really been involved.

Go to http://www.eternalsummertime.ca, click the puppie cam and to login to the chat enter your name and click login. We had some viewers that dont login which is fine but its nice to know who is watching.

If you take a good snapshot email it to me.