Robert J Turner

I then chose at random:

Mat 10:1 The prayer was no sooner prayed than it was answered. Jesus called twelve of his followers and sent them into the ripe fields. He gave them power to kick out the evil spirits and to tenderly care for the bruised and hurt lives.
Mat 10:2 This is the list of the twelve he sent: Simon (they called him Peter, or “Rock”), Andrew, his brother, James, Zebedee’s son, John, his brother,
Mat 10:3 Philip, Bartholomew, Thomas, Matthew, the tax man, James, son of Alphaeus, Thaddaeus,
Mat 10:4 Simon, the Canaanite, Judas Iscariot (who later turned on him).
Mat 10:5 Jesus sent his twelve harvest hands out with this charge: “Don’t begin by traveling to some far-off place to convert unbelievers. And don’t try to be dramatic by tackling some public enemy.
Mat 10:6 Go to the lost, confused people right here in the neighborhood.
Mat 10:7 Tell them that the kingdom is here.

Maybe God does have plans for me…. Im scared by the completeness of the answer I have received today but somewhat enthused. Now what can I do but pray, read the word and try and move forward in what he has asked be to do in the passages above.

After a previous post in this blog I decided to fire up e-Sword and read a random passage of The Message:

Joe 1:6 My country’s being invaded by an army invincible, past numbering, Teeth like those of a lion, fangs like those of a tiger.
Joe 1:7 It has ruined my vineyards, stripped my orchards, And clear-cut the country. The landscape’s a moonscape.
Joe 1:8 Weep like a young virgin dressed in black, mourning the loss of her fiancé.
Joe 1:9 Without grain and grapes, worship has been brought to a standstill in the Sanctuary of GOD. The priests are at a loss. GOD’s ministers don’t know what to do.
Joe 1:10 The fields are sterile. The very ground grieves. The wheat fields are lifeless, vineyards dried up, olive oil gone.
Joe 1:11 Dirt farmers, despair! Grape growers, wring your hands! Lament the loss of wheat and barley. All crops have failed.
Joe 1:12 Vineyards dried up, fig trees withered, Pomegranates, date palms, and apple trees– deadwood everywhere! And joy is dried up and withered in the hearts of the people.
Joe 1:13 And also you priests, put on your robes and join the outcry. You who lead people in worship, lead them in lament. Spend the night dressed in gunnysacks, you servants of my God. Nothing’s going on in the place of worship, no offerings, no prayers–nothing.
Joe 1:14 Declare a holy fast, call a special meeting, get the leaders together, Round up everyone in the country. Get them into GOD’s Sanctuary for serious prayer to GOD.

Well, Gods word does have a way of putting it bluntly when you need it, Serious prayer is needed.

Working at helping out with http://www.shannonandshannon.com/ and bringing in some more money into the house to help us in moving to a new place.

What they do is remote PC support using VNC application.

Very good company which is growing at an alarming rate.

Im really wanting to improve my walk with God, Im really flakey at it, I need mentoring I think, someone who can enthuse me in my walk with the Lord. I’d much rather be creating a website or doing something technical then sitting and reading the Bible.

I feel resistant to giving myself to God, I have a longing to sometimes but them I really hold back and I know that each Sunday at church the God calls be up to the mercy seat and I stay rooted to the floor. I also fear for my wife and if I did become more Godly would it adversely affect my relationship with her or hers with me. Its all excuses and I should let it all go and let it happen.

I had depression when I was younger and I dont think you ever get over that you just learn to deal with it. Recently I have felt more ofter a little depressed and maybe its because I am working and so more tired. I am one of these people who if I dont sleep I become more emotionally vunerable to attack. I think having God on my side would help me with that too but there is always the fears of what I may loose, what I will no longer have control over, the change that will happen etc.

Its funny I feel like this as when I was emmigrating I had very little responsibilities living with my wife regarding money or decisions of what to do with the money and I felt quite liberated but as soon as I began working and making money, I felt the need to be more responsible to the bills etc.

I want to let it all go, Lord I want to have you in my heart but I get scared.

Yours faithfully
Rob Turner.

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Email: rob_turner @ hotmail.com

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Surviving Canada

What a great time I had in Friday Harbour last year with Michelle’s Aunt and Uncle.

Well, Im feeling quite accomplished, the move from Telus webspace with my horrible www3.telus.net url to IslandNet.com’s “Islandhosting” service is done. I bought 3 domain names:

- highpointcommunitychurch.ca
- vanisleparanormal.ca
- eternalsummertime.ca

Great!! YAY!! Awooga!

Okay my moment of joy has now passed…. carry on, as you were.

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